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I'm a freak. I often think that stalker and freaks are attracted to me. I tend to date guys that become very possessive even from the first date. Where were you? Why did you not respond to my sms? Who were you with? Yes...I am needy but please..give me some space! I once had a guy send me about 15 text messages per day. If I failed to respond within 5 minutes, he would send another text message asking what was wrong and why I had not responded.

Last night, it was my turn to be a freak. Instead of dreaming about my dream man (see previous entry), I dreamed about the man of my dreams who I met while in hospital (see illness history!). Yes, I had lustful dreams about Dr. James. I will not reveal his last name to protect the innocent. This cutie pie looked after me while I was near death and nursed me back to health. Well, actually he just wrote my prescription and gave me a smile and a wink. As I had a fever of 39 degrees, my gaydar was somewhat off...I could not tell if he was gay. I mean, he worked in the eastern suburbs at St vincent's (gay), he smelled nice and had aftershave (gay), he smiled and looked at me (gay). On the other hand, he did not want to check my groinds (something other doctors did-not gay), he did not wear anything with Abbercrombie (not gay) and I was very attracted to him (usually a non-gay quality).

So having a lot of time on my hands and a mild case of obsessive compulsive disorder, I googled the good doctor. There were many Dr. James. I found the one and his email address. I dropped him a note thanking him for looking after me and telling him how he had made my hospital visit bearable. I also said that I wanted to thank him with a coffee as I lived near the hospital. Click and send. A stalker is born. I sent it from my "anonymous" email address. I wonder if he'll remember....i wonder if he'll take an AVO on me....I wonder if he 'll respond. Keep you posted....and NO, I did not go to the emergency room to meet men!